Friday, December 24, 2004

Christmas Eve

Guess the time is finally here, a much anticipated day, where folks attend church in the morning, gather and be merry during the night over huge christmas dinners.... oh the pounds!! *sigh* being a girl sucks

most of u guys would have known by now that i'm back home. christmas in japan is just not possible! sorry that i did not mention it earlier, but well, just me doing things my way.

for the first time, i feel old. shopping is a chore, nothing seems to work right, my mind's constantly on things that i have to do, never allowing myself to relax. wonder if age is finally catching up on me? could be. guess i'm finally growing up. this time of the year always held a double meaning for me. it just does

for all you folks who take the time to read my rather uninteresting blog during this time of the year, i wish u a very happy christmas, and that God will, by His Grace and Timing, show you His Will, and grant you your heart's desire. Have a blessed time.

with love.

Monday, December 06, 2004

All I Want For Christmas is.....

song playing: all i want for christmas(olivia olson; ost love actually)

My christmas wish-list. Every year, i'm sure u guys wonder at what to get for me (i think). So I've decided to make it easier for you guys..... aren't I nice? All together now.... THANK YOU J!!

So folks, ready? ^_^

1. air ticket home
2. excellent Japanese skills
3. for good friends (includes all my efforts to communicate with d jap ppl here)
4. to be myself, in one whole piece, minus all stress and everything else that bugs the shit out of me and make me miserable
5. better motivation to do things, rather than my current pathetic efforts to force myself
..................

......... yeah folks, think u might be able to help me find those things? Nah... absolutely kidding, those are much more in d self department than in the "we-can-buy-for-you" department. If u've made it here so far, then u get to see my real list.... =)

1. to go home for christmas and bd (this still doesn'T change!)
2. to meet up with my best pals and yarn with them for hours
3. to thank God that i've made it through another year; for everything that I've went through and got through, priceless lessons in life
4. to thank my family for their wonderful love and support
5. to thank my wonderful friends who have stuck with me through this year's up and down, tears and laughter, joy and sadness.....
6. to tell my friends that i'll be here for you guys too if u ever need me. just one phone call away. screw d distance eh.
7. to tell u all that i love u all to death, don't u ever dare forget it!!!!!!!!! 永遠都会!

well, that's about it. this year, for me, it's about remembering the people who have made an impact in my life, who have taught me new things, gave me a better understanding into what friendship is all about, deeper meaning into life.... guess all I want to say is that, i've already got the best presents, and they r u guys.

love loads, J.

ps. However, presents are still accepted u know. and no, u r not allow to forget my birthday in anyway.....won't friend u anymore if u do!!!!!!!!!

pss. was joking for d 2nd line. (^_-) u all know how i feel about my bd....

Yeah!

Song in my head: Usher's Yeah!

Finally the Japanese Language Proficiency Test is over. I have a feeling that I'm not even going to scrap through it... so says the little voice in my head. But, regardless.... time to not worry about it until 1. results come out 2. if i take the exam again...

It's been a gorgeous day today. Was expecting rain but God does answers prayer.... yeah! As my senior said, it was more like summer than winter, with a high of 23, i think. Pity I had to spend the whole morning and half of the afternoon indoors, stuck to the desk working on the papers. Yes, it's plural, there were 3 papers!

Am just so happy and relived that it's over, for now. Time to get some other reports and homework out of the way....it'll be christmas soon!!!!!! another 20days to it, and if 21 days..... anybody wanna make a guess what's on in 21days fr now? ^_-